Showing posts with label starting over. Show all posts
Showing posts with label starting over. Show all posts

Thursday, January 20, 2011

Feeling Better

It is really amazing how your really are what you eat. Now that I've been eating healthy for a week and only eating good things the "old me" enjoyed, I feel like I have a much clearer head, more energy and just an overall better mindset.

I haven't been counting points this week, but back to 3 small meals, 2 snacks...all clean eating/non-processed foods. I still have to deal with the coffee vice...but I know I will be able to once again rid my life of it and artificial sweeteners.

I look forward to Monday my official weigh in day...I've already peaked at the scale this week and I think I'm in for a nice number. It's amazing the fast damage eating a tub of cookie a day can do. Just alone stopping that horrible habit I'm saving myself a whooping 3,360 calories a day!

Monday, January 17, 2011

Honesty

Honesty is a big word for me this year....


I have been in a rut and have put on far too much weight. I know where it is coming from...there have been alot of emotional stresses in my world and I regressed to old bad comfortable habits.


Yesterday was a new day, I bought all my old favorites from when I was in a far better place. I am excited to resume my eating plan back when I was happier and mentally stable.


I vow to be a FAR BETTER me this year...this is no resolution, this is a lifestyle.

Most Current Photo of Me



as you can see - it's all over my face. I'm not one of those who can just send head shot & hide their gains. My face widens & my cheeks get bigger than ever. I want my thin(er) face back.

Tuesday, November 23, 2010

I'm a slacker...

Wow - months have pasted and I have completely lost my way. Need to get back to me eating healthy ASAP. I have gained 30lbs after loosening up too much. I feel trapped in this body again - not able to do things I loved just a few short months ago. I must make this change forever...

This is my most recent photo. A head shot taken for my position as an instructor at a local scrapbooking store. Not huge by any means...but certainly not that thin neck and collarbones I'd gown to love so much. This blog is for me to be honest and I plan to be.

I'm starting over tomorrow morning...I have to to live the life I so desperatly need to live